
January 27, 2000 12:00 am Leave your thoughts
Sometimes they give us pocket money as respect.
Sometimes they give us pocket money as respect.
We are looked upon with mistrust. Total suspicion.
I have never taken a cent of money.
Even our own families, when they see the image the media presents of our field, become suspicious of our work... View Article
For most people, we are considered spies and traitors receiving money from abroad.
It is totally in the hands of the authorities as long as you have decided to engage in public work.
You suddenly find out that we issue a press release that looks like we are talking to ourselves, not the... View Article
The feeling of defeat does not mean losing faith in the cause.
I was really scared.
People think that we are strong and we know everything.
Being able to think about your mind is a privilege that many people cannot afford.
They don’t want to become politically active because they are afraid for their children. And I understand where they are... View Article
I am ready to pay the price of my choices, but the thing is there are other people who pay... View Article
You see injustice and then you are moved by that.
One acts with overconfidence. If your life has been quiet you cannot imagine that your life can change.
The human rights defender isn’t always someone who is privileged, or studied how to become a defender.
The law is absurd. Human rights exist on paper; they’re not for real.
We’re not looking to be protagonists or to serve our own interests.
Many become alcoholic and withdrawn.
You risk too much for the cause that you are working for.
The naïve that want to change the world.
We usually work until we burn out.
You can never feel safe in a tyrant-ruled state.
It was true what she said about dying. There is a corporeal footprint. We as women were denied to live... View Article
People respect us very deeply. They know what we are doing and they are sympathetic.
After realising I had not experienced direct violence, I considered myself lucky.
I am committed to the work, I am committed to myself, and I am committed to the people.
Some give up. They feel there is no need of being an activist.
I feel people feel the need for civil society but they are afraid to approach.
My wellbeing is fundamental.
I have chosen this political life a long time ago, and paid the price and was imprisoned twice.
I do not want to die now, but I know that I will die struggling.
You go to your friends or you crawl in bed or you go party until you forget what happened.
I find tranquility in being alone with myself.
I received big support from my relatives, my mother and sister. One of my friends came and accompanied me at... View Article
The guerrilla implements a policy of war, every day. They invade, displace and sack our lands.
How can we use our individual abilities to help our collective goals, so people within the place started to bond... View Article
All is part of our choice.
To stop me from doing my work is to stop me from being myself.
I was threatened.
I have chosen this path myself, but my family didnÕt, so all the time I fear that my family might... View Article
I have been a victim of physical violence from people on all sides.
How could I say I did not want to be there?
If I’m not ok, I can’t do my work. I can’t be who I am.
I listened without being intimidated.
On the one hand you are vulnerable; on the other, you are blamed and [violence] becomes ‘natural’.
Human rights defenders are exposed at every time to suffer the worst atrocities. You can know that consciously. That is... View Article
We extol the role of sacrifice.
There are people who know who we are and what we do, they know our role well, but these people... View Article
I ran and I did not stop. I did not talk to anyone, my adrenaline was up. I lost him,... View Article
I think that we are naive, we want to think that we are in a democracy.
We are an obstacle.
We are extremists in our relation to the revolution.
They see us as entitled brats, we are never satisfied. We only look at the negative, always angry.
Gay, an agent and a traitor, weird, vain and wastes their time and energy instead of working in a good... View Article
We do not always take steps to protect ourselves.
You risk your own emotional and physical security and stability for the cause, and really the problem is, very few... View Article
Society is ashamed of us.
We gay activists are highly vulnerable due to our sexual practices.
We share tools with them and they share us their experience.
We have to protect ourselves. It’s a question of trying to survive.
What can one to do prevent something when they don’t know where the threat might come from, or when, or... View Article
The general public, of course, thinks we are foreign agents and spies, and that we harming our country’s reputation.
Merely talking and keeping busy with other people, working with people who are similar to you, who think like you.
On one side the human rights defender is a super hero, and on the other he or she is very... View Article
We feel that we are on “jihad” of human rights.
I was re-victimized.
I wish my parents understood what I do, and I did not have to lie. No one likes to live... View Article
Not safe at all.
You walk down the street and people point at you saying you are a traitor or a spy.
You have to go out, have fun, do things. Be in a relationship.
Wherever you think there’s no risk, it’s where it is. You can’t control everything.
If you go to a social space and say that you are a human rights defender, the reaction often is:... View Article
You can be easily detained because you publish reports documenting violations with numbers.
I was arrested while I was voting. It was in my village, and they were trying to break me. Like,... View Article
It gets tiring. I would like to be away from here. There is so much social injustice.
As a woman, I am not welcome to be walking on the streets, especially in a place like where I... View Article
They see a dreamer.
Right now there are alliances of activists with the political parties in power. This generates insecurity for me.
He told me that he would let me go if I have sex with him. I did not have another... View Article
They see you as a threat in their lives.
I am a small step away from a nervous breakdown.
They see us as a threat.
In the context that we are living in, there is no security plan that could work.
We will remain enemies of the state. As a result, we will be considered enemies by certain factions of the... View Article
Threats by phone: “Hey, you! You want to be a hero, huh. We’ll see where you will escape.”
Sometimes you do not want to continue due to health and mental problems, but it is difficult to go back.
I think activists know that once they are in the custody of the police they have very limited measures to... View Article
Police presence in the street, like informers or even a police unit car…any form of Ministry of Interior representation makes... View Article
We received threats.
I am especially afraid of an acid attack; this is very common against women. In the street I am always... View Article
The state is against us.
I was beaten.
It wasn’t easy at first. We would just cry at first. The first few trainings that we had we just... View Article
A person is not aware. Not aware of the loopholes in his/her life or actions that can be a gate... View Article
When you talk to a taxi driver, when he starts to curse at human rights, then you know that media... View Article
We think since we work in human rights, that we act in a righteous or good way, then nothing is... View Article
There is a stigma.
you can be exposed to vulnerability
It is a very tight circle of people. Mostly, we know each other, we have heard of whateach other’s work... View Article
I decided to clean my documents at home, and I shredded a lot of personal letters, diaries and postcards. I... View Article
We are all in our right minds, we all have our five senses, we are not crazy.
We might be defeated but the regime will never go back in time and take the people’s interest in public... View Article
Sometimes you are so overwhelmed by this work, you even forget yourself.
I realised that if I had to take care of others I had to take into account my well-being.
My work is a part of my life at the deepest level.
There was an organized campaign to demonize human rights organizations and threaten us. They kind of succeeded in this with... View Article
There is a stigma, even if culture has changed a little bit.
We were very upset.
I considered it a success that these people now know that the new law regarding demonstrations is against them.
As random and unstructured as it is, it is very connected.
The regime is openly fighting civil society, fighting us, fighting anything related to creativity and thinking. They want to monopolize... View Article
I was really scared.
We were always the target of the attacks of all the ruling regimes in the last years.
If we could just achieve some space for sharing with family, for hobbies and recreation, to disconnect our heads a... View Article
There’s this perspective of us as an evil, because it’s people that take what the radio, television or mass media... View Article
In order to do our job professionally, we need to separate our personal feelings from our practice.
In this State, you are guilty until you are proven innocent.
I was afraid to leave. I knew that I was at risk. That’s why I stayed inside for a year,... View Article
When we find something for which we are recognised, we can not let go of that.
It is a small community, so people are close to each other, and they interfere with your life, comment on... View Article
We were fighting the regime, and there was still a use of extreme force from the security agencies, but the... View Article
Our contribution to society is always questioned, obstructed and even repressed and criminalised.
Between us we can build a solution in the conflict.
I feel astonished that people went back to these thoughts after there was a time when we felt proud to... View Article
You are always reminded that you are at risk.
I had to leave my daughter with her father when she was little. We are separated. I sent her to... View Article
You feel abandoned.
Right after the revolution, the society was more open to our community; I could very easily tell my neighbors that... View Article
There is fear, when one is facing risk.
They use family as a card against me. Because if they defame you, your family members will pressure you to... View Article
I received lots of SMS texts with messages containing death threats.
I do not want an homage for myself; I only believe in work.
We are beaten when the community are standing by and watching.
We had to fight to be accepted. It took a long time but I never gave up.
The community itself expects so much from you.
For those who know our work, they pay respect to us. They welcome us in villages and everywhere. So people... View Article
I was beaten and raped.
I am angry because we cannot defend and promote rights in secure and free conditions.
I always tell the women what we are doing is strengthening ourselves a bit more each day.
Sometimes I cannot sleep for my work rhythm.
To feel safe is not to be threatened all the time. It is not normal.
I constantly feel threatened, by the state security.
I am now paranoid that local people can report you. They can harm you by reporting you or even assault... View Article
People know that we work to protect the rights of the people: right to life, democracy, the right to economy,... View Article
I realised that it was important to maintain my nucleus. This makes me strong.
You cannot stop your mind away from the terror fantasies, when that is related to your beloved ones.
National security is for me an umbrella for groups that are not only threats but abusers, in a balance of... View Article
I think that prioritizing mental wellbeing is a new concept. At the end of the day the civil society is... View Article
My family thinks it means that I am against the State.
They were robbed at their office and they were scared.
There is also a moment in which bravery comes in and if you have a heart and conviction you stay... View Article
I was beaten, too.
HRDs are like angels.
I felt unsafe.
Sometimes we deal with emotional disdain and arrogance towards society, saying that, “You did this to yourselves.”
I never felt judged; I was taught that even if I fell down I could get up again.
Having made these denouncements has made me very vulnerable and exposed in the streets.
I would not like to complain without doing anything.
The family is a source of security.
We fall sick and we don’t know why.
When you are working in human rights, you need publicity and you need people to support you, and you need... View Article
People are exhausted. That is not sustainable.
I was kept there for 7 days.
Our sentimentalism is nonsense.
If you claim your rights, there are ways in which you or your community are threatened, often indirectly.
Fighting with my family weakened me.
The imprisonment verdicts are getting closer to our circles.
You can never feel safe in a tyrant-ruled state.
Isolating oneself: you can’t be threatened if there is nobody to threaten you.
Some people view me as working against the state.
This process is violent, exhausting.
In many circles, a defender is thought of as a person from the Left, in conflict with the system, inclined... View Article
Even if I am not here, I left something.
They accused the HRD as secular, pluralist, liberal, imperialist.
Now that women are united, we are able to do protests and organize strikes better.
I personally believe that out there, there are still millions who believe in the revolution.
I once reported a driver for sexual harassment, and I could not, because the police believed that I was trying... View Article
The situation is getting worse because the regime doesn’t want us.
I believe that there is some support to this kind of work.
A hero.
We are revoltosos.
We don’t enjoy normal things in our lives, and it creates a cycle of pain and rage of which we... View Article
In the government’s view, we are people who use human rights as a tool to criticise the government.
We are not aware of our own security and more concerned for the security of the victims whom we assist.
Everything is moved by money. Even if you are very spiritual and free, one cannot escape.
Risk is also related with my emotional state.
One quotidian risk is stigmatisation. If you are not careful enough to know who is the adequate person that should... View Article
All the people who I saw as powerful, individuals in large organizations are no longer there.
We have reached a stage where everyone is insulted/defamed. So feeling numb and ignoring it is the best way to... View Article
There are many people working on human rights, but they do not understand that they are part of human rights... View Article
I feel that I am egoistic if I always thinking of myself.
My family is everything, but I find it difficult to imagine leaving my work. In the end, my family would... View Article
Some friends supported me by telling me that I am doing good.
There are certain things that I do not tell, not even to my son.
People often only approach us when they have a problem. When they need something.
Work is something difficult, not related to money, but if I do not do it I feel bad.
Most of people have a distorted idea about human rights because they do not really know what exactly the work... View Article
I will feel safer when public policy is created.
Repression opens wounds that should be healed collectively.
We don’t have a culture of seeing a psychologist, having therapy. It is expensive, too.
Very strong people look up to them to face the ogres of the world.
They see you as an important ally.
Insecurity is generated by some places; in particular, dark streets I do not know.
People started getting mental breakdowns. they were mentally destroyed by making two revolutions, then going back to the stage before... View Article
There was a mixture of acceptance and rejection.
I am feeling more grounded.
Having values to guide you is extremely important, so that you are not easily corruptible.
I felt vulnerable.
Some people believe that no matter what security measures you take the ruling regime will hurt you if they want... View Article
I am afraid we will be frustrated, and one day will choose other way, which contradicts our previous values.
They have a capacity to dig deep in personal lives, get information, pictures, abuse, threat, impose, falsify information, basically end... View Article
There is always the threat of how my work would be interpreted by the people who don’t understand what I... View Article
For us nothing, for all everything.
We need energy to help other people.
My deepest fear is being killed, but I fear more sexual assaults.
Without conviction and values it is very easy to switch sides.
Risk is not recognised as it becomes quotidian.
We have no idea what the public thinks, even with all the polling and surveying, even by the most professional... View Article
They beat me: they beat my glutes, my legs and my spine.
They are happy with what we are doing.
I felt depressed.
I cannot say no to families.
You are dealing with a regime who would not care about evidence if they wanted to get you.
There is a lack of solidarity in the human rights movement; fragmentation and historical betrayal.
I think the public does not understand why we do what we do. From where do we get money? Is... View Article
Our lives are violated all the time.
Each time I go to a community and they ask for my help. This makes me more committed.
We aren’t given the importance that we deserve. We are a group of people that, historically, have been discriminated against,... View Article
The constant worry of my family regarding my involvement in politics.
There is one sector, the one whom you help, who sees you as the savior.
Only those close to you know, and they are the ones who matter, yet it is not a good thing.
It would make me feel safe if the State abandoned its politicking and clientalism.
If I am threatened in a specific place I might consider relocation.
Our phones at home, the office, our cellphones are hacked.
The communities say things like that we are their saviors, or that we give them strength.
I had to confront them alone.
Our struggle is useless.
Things are calmer now, so I feel better there now.
We have popular support which we sometimes sense more acutely in social media platforms and random offers of support than... View Article
Being out of my center makes me feel unsafe.
What it seems generally is that there are two main factions, and both of them hate us.
They think of them as unrealistic dreamers.
I will feel safer when the police address cases of discrimination.
I stayed calm, I did not use abusive language, I try to make them understand why I am doing this.
The victim sees the defender as a hero.
The current offensive they are launching against us can take very severe forms starting from psychological trauma to the point... View Article
You put a plan if you think there is logic or law, that if you go somewhere you make sure... View Article
You need to find a place in this world to be accepted.
The government and government agencies view us as irritants who only talk about the ills of the government.
People fear us because they think we are powerful.
We are seen as belonging to western culture.
This sense of solidarity is the most important thing for me than anything else.
I want to continue working for helping the families.
I recently started to come back to fieldwork and research, however, in every interview I conduct I feel I was... View Article
You feel ashamed, but you don’t want to give in.
Change won’t come before the state sees human rights not merely as a tool used by other nations to pressure... View Article
Being a human rights defender makes you really visible, and this makes it easier to receive attacks or threats.
It’s not about heroes. It’s a network of people.
We are seen as irreligious, immoral, angry at everything from God to society to the state.
What makes it even more difficult is our knowledge that if we go to trial, the trial will more than... View Article
That our struggle is useless, that our sentimentalism is nonsense and that nobody can take us seriously.
I feel uncertain and fearful.
They say I do the police work.
I will die doing this.
We were demonized as “guerrillas”.
We need to look inside ourselves, the collectives and our social movements in order to give time, resources, analysis and... View Article
I don’t feel like a victim of anything. I am just a person that works.
Even though the situation is getting worse with each day, the most amazing thing is that no one is afraid... View Article
Some of them go to live with relatives or friends when their security is threatened.
We don’t have the knowledge on how or the technology to protect ourselves.
People? They think we are their salvation. That we will save them.
The feeling of defeat does not mean losing faith in the cause.
On the one hand you are vulnerable; on the other you are blamed and [violence] becomes ‘natural’.
They seem like an obstacle.
We believe that we’re not the main actor, that we’re a small part that allows the actor to build their... View Article
Organisations spend money on other things, big conferences that have no impact on the community, but when you ask for... View Article
The enormous defamation by the media, subordinate to the state or subordinate to the regime or subordinate to the apparatus... View Article
The paramilitaries are interested in taking control.
For the multinationals we are an obstacle. So for them, we are nothing good.
We are gays, we defend LGBTI, we distort the country’s image abroad.
I don’t feel secure at all. I have no contacts.
The present is for sacrifice and struggle.
I will be judged for my life.
It makes me feel better when something goes well, although it’s been awhile that things don’t go well because they’re... View Article
Some people recommend leaving the country for a couple of years until things calm down.
They have become robots, asleep.
Human rights only work for the bad guys.
Once I lost the hope in my country, I stopped believing in God. I felt sick.
People who want to portray their states and statesmen in a negative way.
There are certain people that think that the risk we face, because of the job we do in that kind... View Article
If you just work with your emotions and you don’t pay attention to the political part, the construction of new... View Article
At night I canÕt feel secure very well.
We are in the worst emotional situation. I think the real success for the regime is that they managed to... View Article
We were shot at in our car.
I have been ostracized.
People see you as a saviour. They want you to save them.
I think being a human rights defender is a very privileged position. Human rights defenders go on to defend their... View Article
I’ve always said that this is a living war. It’s not something that we talk about in the past. It’s... View Article
I did not pay enough attention to my health with my family.
There are no human rights in the presence of terrorism.
We do not know that it could happen to us.
Sometimes people are very passionate in collective work and things can get out of control. There are a lot of... View Article
The organizations that we are a part of…take care of you and protect you. They are like your family.
I did not know what to do and was confused.
Sometimes you put your life at risk because you believe that no one should have to remain quiet.
I think it’s sad when police and public functionaries, whose job it is to protect us and guarantee that we... View Article
Many of those who were active have completely stopped their efforts because of the fear of being imprisoned.
We reached this stage where the threat became part of your life, as if it is a friend; you deal... View Article
The general atmosphere, the insistence on not admitting there are violations.
When you are emotionally hit, one is broken. How can we continue?
Sometimes you do not want to continue due to health and mental problems, but it is difficult to go back.
I feel that I am a defender, even though I do not receive money for my work.
If we engage with groups of people on specific issues we can rebuild bridges with them.
Even our own families, when they see the image the media presents of our field, become suspicious of our work... View Article
Sometimes people think we want to be martyrs or that we want to be notorious.
I protest but I also propose things for structural change.
I’m trying not to worry my family.
I believe that equality and justice will solve everything.
There were so many cases that said I reached depression because of what I have experienced.
I don’t need money, I need psychological help.
People who use people to get their own way — opportunists.
We are lucky to have a loving supportive team even on a personal level, so you felt supported.
Within our own organization, we are respected and people care about us.
I have not helped enough people.
We receive threats, harassment that affects our internal peace.
Human rights defenders have a good image. We are seen as a necessary part of a democracy.
Common people hate us in general.
Access to information and access to tools would help.
I keep creating answers in my mind in case I got arrested and interrogated. But I don’t think I’ve reached... View Article
My children always want to know what’s going on. They worry about me. In the end it’s a source of... View Article
The corporeal impacts are cantered in the shoulders, stomach, genitals, decreasing of libido. When do we ask defenders about sexual... View Article
Collective presence: being alone is definitely much more risky, starting the minute you leave the house as soon as you... View Article
Many times they may have had family members killed, or even their entire family killed.
I feel unsafe because there are unsafe people even within the civil organizations. These people are supposed to support you,... View Article
They are seen as the people who are against the government.
I have received a lot of criticism.
No one does human rights work alone. Human rights work is done collectively.
It is exhausting.
They did not tell me everything they thought.
You have a media that says all the time things like human rights people are traitors or receiving foreign funds,... View Article
Really, there is a lack of appreciation for such commitment. And many people prefer not to sacrifice so much.
Politicians don’t do anything for this region.
There has to be someone, at least two people who know where I am, where I am going, who I... View Article
All this confidence that was built after the revolution between us and people is now destroyed.
You are immediately accused of being communist, guerrilla.
Our feeling of defeat is one of the main reasons we are not enthusiastic about security, as we are demotivated... View Article
The community perceives you know everything. They don’t expect you not to be aware.
When I saw the injustice and violence that was going on, I started reacting.
In order to continue in our work we have to somehow ignore risks.
You think you are a superhero, that you have all the tools, that we can save and change the world.
People who don’t have work to do, who are in the streets doing nothing.
If the training was you need to take care of the others as you take care of yourself, but the... View Article
On Facebook, we share material about other defenders’ problems, to make sure they will share ours when we are under... View Article
Each time there is a violation of rights, or each time something unfair happens, it just makes me more committed.
People don’t understand that all human beings, as long as they’re doing something in defending various rights and talking on... View Article
Trouble-maker, puppets of the West, yeah.
They are seen as the people who don’t want good things to happen.
I do not want to die. I have a lot of things to do.
Government protection measures can actually raise the level of risk.
You are a mouthpiece to other people. You fight for the rights of those who can’t fight for their rights... View Article
In the last year, many activists quit working in NGOs, as they are under the threat of not only losing... View Article
Our families fear that what we are doing is dangerous and they pressure us to stop the work and look... View Article
There was a threat against my life. There was no preventive action; not even the judges pay attention.
Oftentimes citizens are not interested in knowing if their rights are being violated or not.
In the communities that we work with and victims of violations, we are seen as an ally. Our presence calms... View Article
I think if I stopped fighting for this, things would be worse.
I feel insecure on the specific policy.
He forced me to have sex without protection. I refused, he beat.
If they are part of the government, I don’t trust them. The State makes me feel much less safe. I... View Article
I had to give up my daughter to do the work I do.
There is nothing secretive about what I do.
We under-estimate what it does to us.
Some people view us as heroes.
People don’t know the easy tools that can assist them, and I think that we could do that as a... View Article
Some of us are being personally attacked in the media.
After all this distraction and deviation from the path of the revolution, most people lost confidence in any person talking... View Article
The work is like a calling.
International solidarity is not as effective as it used to be. I feel that there is no strong backup when... View Article
For the police, they remain resistant and suspicious. If I turn up at their post, they harden their faces. Well,... View Article
I think what helps me feel calm is that, although my work is important, it’s not my entire life.
We want to work and ignore the risk because we understand that we have to face it.
I realised that my real strength is my family.
People tend to put more effort and time in other’s rights and lives than their own.
The more there is media coverage, the more secure I feel.
Sometimes I wake up and feel depressed or with anxiety and insecurities.
We are traitors, and we harm the country.
This work can leave you without a life and family.
Criminals.
I lost my communication skills with my family because they see me as weird. They do not understand why I... View Article
Our vilification has increased and during the last couple of years it has reached new terrifying heights.
The following governments respected us.
I feel secure because I have friends who have a common vision.
The government doesn’t want to hear us. The system itself – the country, the politicians, the administrator – don’t want... View Article
Our contribution to society is always questioned, obstructed and even repressed and criminalised.
They say that I receive money from the prosecutors office.
Sometimes we see women human rights defenders that cannot stop. One of them told me: “If I stop, I will... View Article
I had to physically protect the corpse of one of my friends to ensure that the autopsy report comes out... View Article
They are people who defend our fate, our rights.
Our contribution to society is always questioned, obstructed and even repressed and criminalised.
They are grateful for what I do. They admire me and respect me. I think it’s great to gain respect... View Article
When violence comes from within, from the closer sphere – such as sentimental companions, companions of the same organisations, machismo... View Article
We always feel guilty that we cannot do everything.
We need a space for ourselves as people.
With women I feel solidarity.
Media is against us.
We feel very potent when we find a space for recognition, because we have been neglected of that recognition.
I don’t want her to know that my life is at risk.
You just resign yourself to things happening, and don’t bother reporting.
We are not disposable things.
If you conducted a survey on a random sample of ten, regardless of their political views, I believe you will... View Article
When you work in the light it makes you feel safe and supported.
I feel safe at home; I sleep well.
We start by thinking about our children, our families, our communities; the last person we think about is ourselves.
A traitor, or westernized.
They keep quiet due to fear.
People who are idle.
I didn’t personally take steps to protect myself.
If you come out and share an experience, you do not get support. You get bombarded by the spotlight. That... View Article
Many of those who were active have completely stopped their efforts because of the fear of media scandals.
I do not want to die for my work. I want to die as an old person.
The level of violations that a person has to deal with is bigger than his/her capacity.
I feel once they get you, it’s game over and there is not much to do from your side.
If I got tortured I would probably give up and give away the access to my data to reduce torture.
I feel insecure thinking that any harm might affect my family, because it is all in the hand of the... View Article
Pain is like a cancer but should be maintained on your side. Hate withers you, love sometimes end up in... View Article
Having a space for feeling good and wellbeing was not seen as important.
There is a political conviction that makes you continue, knowing that your work is necessary.
It makes me feel insecure when the police and authorities do not take action.
On a personal level, you have people around who are close to you who also feel threatened, so they project... View Article
In the eyes of people, we are funded, agents, traitors and conspire with foreign agencies.
I have been in depression, in crisis, under surveillance day and night.
I have been reckless with my health.
We had something in common with society; we may have disagreed about a few details but largely we agreed together.
The state has offered me measures of protection.
It makes me feel better when something goes well, although it’s been awhile that things don’t go well because they’re... View Article
I have tried to be very careful with my own risk.
We hinder the wheel of production, and prevent the country from progressing because we defame it abroad.
Someone that can claim things that human beings need: right to water, to air, to food, to have a patrimony.
I feel insecure about the current condition. The political issue is unstable. We do not have good governance.
They do not understand.
Safety and security for me means limitation. To stay protected and safe all the time, you need to take some... View Article
Once I asked a police officer to respect me and respect my way of being. He told me to be... View Article
We are not doing anything in secrecy.
This is the choice of life. We have to be strong.
Sometimes they say good things about human rights, but the majority don’t.
I hope that my patience is worth it, and there are results.
I should be humble, there are people working more than me, with more problems than me.
We are beaten when the community are standing by and watching.
We don’t know how to take care of our security.
I feel insecure about the safety of my kids.
Watching comedies is helping me so much.
As an activist, I can be threatened with death.
I am not paranoid.
What makes me feel so insecure is that they don’t act in a timely manner.
I believe in what I do, and if I do not do it I will not be myself.
We also get very nervous when we book in public places and security forces cancel our events, which mess up... View Article
When we tell them that we want to talk about human rights, about human rights defenders, the first thing they... View Article
The voice of the voiceless.
It seems natural to pay the price for what I believe in.
I feel secure because I have friends outside of my region and abroad who support me.
If anything happens to you, you know there are people who have the strength – not necessarily to make a... View Article
Only people who don’t bother to do their human rights work can have the time and money to pamper themselves.
To ease the stress feeling, I will do some of my hobbies. I usually read and watch film.
I do not know all the tools to defend.
I wish my family supported me more. I exert a lot of effort to convince them that it is my... View Article
The justice system is a a very interlaid structure of power, with no exception. There are exceptions of people who... View Article
People who don’t know what they want in society.
In a sense we have created a ghetto for ourselves where we practice our beliefs more freely than the wider... View Article
If someone is dying and you’re their only chance to live, then the work is more important than you as... View Article
I can die, but I am prepared.
We are more concerned about other people’s security.
Other people associate human rights defenders with the left, and this is often associated with the insurgency. Because of this,... View Article
Many leaders have been stigmatized or threatened in their neighborhoods.
If you decide to continue your work, you are compelled to deal with it.
Many of those who were active have completely stopped their efforts because of pressure from family members.
They are affected by the picture that the ruling regime has drawn of us.
I love myself.
What is really important is love – to love and respect, value and have enough self-esteem to do it; to... View Article
You can’t expect what the state would do. Everything at a certain point seems pointless.
I still believe that HRDs can still rebuild this trust if they focus on the human rights work.
I couldn’t handle more of torture testimonies. I got what is called “vicarious traumatization,” where you get a trauma from... View Article
My mother laughed, told them that the dam was going to drown her anyways.
There is a stigma for being an activist.
Safety depends on a more grounded education, of the same quality amongst all levels of society.
They want us to be there. They call us whenever there is any sort of problem, thinking that we will... View Article
In a sense we have created a ghetto for ourselves where we practice our beliefs more freely than the wider... View Article
I am almost burnt-out.
If you criticize – not even oppose – the state, you are under the threat that your personal freedom may... View Article
We are seen as agents to the west, funded by it, or have a secret agenda, and corrupted.
I do not want to position myself in the line of fire.
You always feel a sense of danger, the only difference is the degree, and your own assessment of whether the... View Article
We face judges who issue verdicts before the trial begins based on their preconceived personal opinions of the defendants.
Our emotional wellbeing is a luxury compared to the type of violations we deal with.
People will think that human rights defenders are the supermen, superwomen or people who dare to die from high risk... View Article
Let’s take care of each other.
We are seen as permissive in our personal choices; even the conservatives among us in their life choices are seen... View Article
Our first impulse is to help in everything.
I still have hope that as long as you are honest with people, they will believe you at the end.
When a TV presenter publicly accuses me of receiving foreign funds and training youth to topple the regime, my father... View Article
We are one of the permissible and authorized targets to attack for the state media apparatus.
Sometimes I sleep just four hours a day, or eat once a day.
There is no law, there is no established rule. The whole thing is subjected to personal, paternalistic, and authoritarian preferences... View Article
If someone has a case of violence or is affected by violence, the first thing that they do as a... View Article
My family at a certain point asked me when I would become an atheist since I am in the human... View Article